Part 1 The darkness i live in
My past is unknown. My future is unknown. I know nothing.
Who am I. When I wokeup in a room, which I didnītkno. It was blank white.
There was a chair and a table. Nothing more, when a man come in.
He wore a white blank kittle, black pants and brown shoes. He had red hair.
Who is he was my first thought.,,How are you feeling?" he asked me with his green
eyes.,,Who are you?" I asked. I didnīt know why, but I didnīt like him.
I looked at him.,,You doctor. My name is Akira Sakura. You came here aftera accident.
You donīt remember anything?" He asked and I saw in his eyes something like worry.An accident? I donīt remmber, but when he said that I noticed th bandage around my head.
,,Who am I?" I asked, he should know at least he is the doctor, or?
His eyes widened and then he said, more to himself:,,This will give many problems."
He turned around and I dinīt understand. What is going on?
I stand up and didnīt feel good. My went a little dizzy.
But I wanted to find out. Who I am and what happened. I went out of the room.
I was in a hospitel. The was no nurses. I could ask.
Weird, I thought. But why canīt I remember anything.
I went out of the hospitel, when I came closer to the street. There was a lot cars.
When suddenly someone shouted:,,Yuki.". It was boy. I think he is so 17 years old.
He was tall and had dark brown hair. He got closer to me.
,,Yuki. What are you doing here. Didnīt I see you for a few seconds and what is with this
Yuki this name sound so familier....Where di hear it???
Who am I and who i this guy.
,,You must mistake. She isnīt Yuki." someone said and it was Dr. Sakura.
He looked angry.,,Sorry." the guy said, when Dr. Sakura grabbed my hand.
We went back to the hospitel, to my room.
,,What were you thinking. You just woke up and you shouldnīt go around." he
said angry,This angry tone, it felt like I heard it often in my past.
I became headache. But I wanted to know, who am I.
,,Tell me who am I, please." I said and tears went up and filled my eyes. There
was no mirror in my room. i couldnīt see me.
How I look. At the street. I had no chance to look for a mirror or anything like that.
I looked in his eyes and he looked so worried, like he know me.
,,We know each other,or?" I said. He smiled a little, but he had a sad look.
,,You even now sharp, even you doesnīt remember anything. But this is ok, too.
You have one rule. You canīt leave this room. If you leave the room you will die."
By those words, I was shocked. I will die....when I leave this room.
,,Why?" Suddenly I felt pain...a pain, which was very known in my heart.
I knew I couldflee, but he will catch me and bring me back to this room.
I was in a cage.....it felt like I knew this situation.
I looked at him, but I wanted to know on thing....
,,What is my name. Please tell me my name." I said and feared, that he wouldnīt tell me.
,,You name is Akemi, like bright and beautiful." he said after while.
I smiled, but then I got really sleeply. I yawned.
,,Go sleeping. I coming back, ok?" he said. I smiled, those words pleased me.
,,Yes, please come back." I said and for the first time his sadness gone.
I fell in a deep sleep.
I had a dream. it felt like that te dream was real or more like a really sad
``It was about two kids, they was twins, both talented in playing talented in singing and
playing the piano.
The one was more talednted and the other was less talnted. The sister, which was more talented was very popular and had many friends.
One the other hand the sister was less talented was jealous, she felt like she was left
out, but what she didnīt knew, the sister who was more talented hated this. She was in a
cage, which was built from her parents. She couldnīt, never see her friends and could just
pratice....The other sister had more free time and meet her friends, but was to jealous
to see how her sister suffers. The parents was very strickt with her sister and
if she played a wrong, she wasbeaten up. The sister didnīt knew how much luck she had, to not know how much it to be very talented.
But the suffering sister wasnīt alone there was someone who helped her......``
But at this moment my dream stopped. I woke up and next to me there was someone.
He looked with those sad eyes again.
,,What us wrong?" I asked....
He looked at me.,,You really did loose you memories?" he asked, but before
I could answer he left my room.
Then I noticed that it was already morning.
Here is something wrong Ifelt it. But I dinīt knew, what it was.
The doctor lied about something, more weird id it, that I have no mirror or TV in
And then this dream, i donīt what happened to me in the past, but I want to find out and
I want to find out my real name. And which relationship, I have with the doctor,
But before, I can make research...I must eat something, because Iīm really hungry.
I could eat a horse, so hungry I am