MaleBelarusx reader x America Chance?

Like every day your boyfriend Nikolai would come late home from stalking his brother Ivan.
It hurt like hell, he allways had eyes for his brother, when you confessed to him, he accepted and you had hoped, he would love you, but it was all a lie, for him you were just a thing, sometimes he cared for you or told you, that you are his, but not in front of other or specialy in front of Ivan, no than you were just a woman he didn´t know or better said he ignored you.
You did a lot things for him and even listening when he cried about how Ivan doesn´t love him,
when you comforted him, you just wanted to throw up, but things changed, you began to hate Nikolai, you couldn´t give him any warmth anymore, so you decided to leave him, you wanted to tell him today, but he looked even more deppressed than other times.

So you decided to leave him, without telling, just a letter, which he will find on the kitchentable, but not today.

,,What happened?“ you asked, but not in a cold way, no you were really worried.
,,Brother has a girlfriend“ he said and began to cry. He smelled after vodca, like allways you comforted him till he fell asleep, when you heard him regularly breathing, you began to write the letter with all how you felt in the last month and that you leave him.

After you finished, you left the house quickly and went to your bestfriend Alfred, who was you supported the last years, he wanted you to break up with Nikolai for a long time, but you were to stupid and too much in love with Nikolai, to realise that this relationship had no chance from the beginning, you were just filling the gap and that really badly, because you weren´t Ivan.

,,I broke up with Nikolai.“ you said crieng to Alfred, who huged you.
,,It is the best, believe me and the baby, will grow up and will have me as father, so don´t cry, he isn´t it worth. He or she will have a loving family, not one who the father doesn´t care about her or him.“ Alfred said loudly. Yes you were pregnant, because of this situation, you saw for the first time
clearly, even when you and Nikolai get intimate, he hurt you and let you sometimes crieng alone.

Alfred was the first, who noticed you situation and gave you comforting words and the love you needed, but till now you didn´t feel more than a friend towards Alfred.
,,Alfred, I just broke up, please let me time to think about this ok?“ you asked.
He even huged you tighter and said:,,Yes I will, but I want just to say I am not Nikolai and will love you.“.
It was for the first time , that you was selfish, you just wanted to feel warmth.
,,I know, but it hurts. I thought he would love me someday and care for me, like I cared for him.
I even comforted him, when he was broken hurted, because of Ivan, I thought it was better than getting on his nerves. Am I that ugly or that unloveable? Did I all things wrong?“ you cried all you pain loud out. You american friend comforted you and you felt really bad, because you did the same thing like Nikolai did to you.
,,Sorry. I am really not better than Nikolai“ you said. Alfred looked angry at you and you could see his beautiful blue eyes.
,,Don´t say such stupid things, it is naturally to be like that after you break up to cry and I as a friend will comfort you.Let me just say this thing you are a great and beautiful woman, kind hearted, you just wanted to have a relationship with someone, who didn´t love you.“ he said a little angry, but at the same time it help you to relax.
,,You are my hero“ you sighed. Yes for you Alfred was allways a hero, he came to you, when you needed someone the most, a lot of your friends said you were so stupid, but never comforted you.
Al was the first, who saw how depressed you was, but you never could see him more than a friend or older brother.

You looked up and saw a happy Alfred, who was always happy when someone told him, that he was a hero.


-Nikolai pov.-

It was two weeks since (y/n) broke up with me. At first I thought that would be ok, after all I didn´t love her, because of that fact I felt sometimes like a horibble person.
I just agreed to be her boyfriend, that she wouldn´t come near brother, who had a crush on her.
When I told brother about the relationship he was so heartbroken, but when I told him, I would break up with her and marry him, he began to hate me even more.
He throw me out of his house, it was the first time I raped (y/n) and let her crieng back, but she just didn´t leave me, no she comforted me, even if it hurt her so much, that I showed her sometimes my nice side and cared for her, just it wasn´t enough, no she wanted to be loved, but in fact I didn´t love her, so I thought.

It was a week after she left me, when I visited my brother to tell him, that (y/n) left me.
I didn´t showed him the letter, which you left, no this letter made me so uncomfortable.
I knew I hurted you a lot, but never knew so much, because you never said a thing or left me till now.

When I was by Ivan and told him everything, it was the first time, where I didn´t feel any love for my brother, nor I didn´t wanted to stalk him anymore, I wanted you by my side, I wanted to protect you, I wanted to show how much....I loved you.

What was wrong with me? I thought. I never felt towards you like that, no you were just there and gave me all warmth I needed, which I never felt before, but now you away and left me behind
and it all cold again, no one, who will give me warmth, no one who comfort me when I am down.

,,I understand her, you didn´t loved her, that she didn´t leave you earlier, it was a suprise, she musted really loved you.“ Ivan said with this childish smile again, but for the first time I really got angry against brother.
I stand up and beat him. ,,I love her. She is mine, mine alone. I will get her back.“ I said.
Yes, I would even kidnappe her.

After this I began to stalk her followed her till her workplace, the only thing I hated the most was, that you lived with another man. This guy wanted you for himself.

One day, it 2 month after you broke up with me, I stand before the door, where you now lived with the bastard.

-Your pov.-

The bell rang, when you made lunch for you and Alfred, like allways would this a meal for nine people than for two, but in fact Al eat really a lot.
You was a little annoyed, that someone would come in this hour, but when you opened.

Nikolai who was before you.
,,What do you want?“ you asked coldly.
,,Another chance!“ he replied.
,,For what? Nikolai you love Ivan, I don´t whant that anymore. So can you please leave.“
,,No.“ he shouted. ,,I love you, I am sorry for what I did to you, but I will not let you go again. I was worse boyfriend, but I changed, it is you, whom I love.“
You wanted to cry, it was the first time Nikolai said, he loved you.

It was the first time he didn´t leave you. ,,It is because I left you and you not me?“ you asked.
You knew Nikolai had alot manspride, even when he didn´t showed it.
,,No, you left me behind you, but it was the first time, I knew how much I needed you. It was the first time, that I realised that I loved you from the beginning, but I feared, you would hurt me like the other, it was safer to stalk Ivan and hurt you, not me. I was wrong. I hurted you and this wasn´t right.“

,,Nikolai......“ you wanted to be with......


(Nikolais ending)

Even, when he hurt me badly, raped me, I still loved him, when love make stupid, than I am the stupiest woman in the world.
,,Nikolai, before I have to tell you something, I am pregnant from you, but I will not-“ he didn´t let you finish the sentance, no he huged you and said:,,I will never let you go again.“
,,Nikolai, I need time, I will come back with you, but it need time to heal my wounds completly
and I will take my time, when I don´t feel to fight for this relaationship, than I will leave you and not give you a second chance.“ you explained him.
No not again would you make yourself to an idiot.

He agreed and you packed you things and thanked Alfred, he wasn´t happy, but didn´t was angry, too.
Alfred let you go and that broke your heart, because he was so sad, the guy who helped you and you kicked him in his ass.

-1 week time skip-

Nikolai got really nicer to you and he helped you a lot in the houshold. He didn´t went out and stalked Ivan, no all his love he showed it to you.

Sometimes he smiled at you he never showed you a smile, it was a lot suprising things, which happened since you back, every day he would propose to you and at the evening that your are his.
It was something, which you wished for a long time, but then again you feared it would be just for the time being, that he is so nice to you and cherish this relationship.

-5 month later.-

You and your husband Nikolai visited Ivan, even when Nikolai didn´t want to, he meant the baby will come any day and it would be too dangerous to birth in his brother house.
,,Nikolai, I don´t think the  baby would come today and I just want to see Ivans girlfriend or is that a problem?“ you asked.
Even now you asked yourself sometimes if Nikolai really loves you, sometimes he chuckled and sometimes he get really angry, but every time cuddle with you and say that he loves just you.

When you arrived, came Toris quickly out of the house and greeted you both.
Ivan and his girlfriend, who was blonde and a real beauty made you really a little jealousy, because you were fat.
After you greeted, you sat down on the couch.
,,Should we go home, you look a little pale.“ Nikolai pleaded, he was really worried.
,,No, I am fine, it is just from the  driving. The next time we take my car it is more comfortable.“
you said, Nikolai looked at you and stroke your belly.

Even when you went in the kitchen Nikolai didn´t let you alone, when you suddenly felt something wet in your underwear and one you leg.
,,Nikolai the baby come“ you shouted.

Yep Nikolai was right with the baby.

-23 hours later in pain-

You baby boy  was really healthy, he had like Nikolai platinum blond hair.
Nikolai was sleeping next to you, you gave birth in Ivan house.

Even when you never believed it, you had a happy end, even when you fight sometimes with Nikolai, you really loved him!


(Alfreds ending)

,,I can´t. I don´t love you anymore, I love someone other, who treated me like I was someone special. Sorry Nikolai.“ you said to him.

Yes in the last  month you began to love Alfred really much, when you felt depressed he was allways there for you and comforted you.
You could play with him video games and laugh, you heart healed from the wound, which Nikolai had made.

,,I can´t accept it.“ Nikolai said angry.
,,Please accept the fact that I can´t love you anymore, you hurt me enough.“ you whined out.
When you felt a pair of arms hug you from behind.
,,I think you will better leave.“ Alfred said and let you in the house and closed the door behind your.

,,Alfred I.....thank you.“ you said blushing.
,,No problem, for what is the hero here“ he said loudly. You smiled at  him.

,,Lunch is ready.“
,,(y/n). I love you and I don´t want you to go away, you are my heroine.“ he said and his baby blue eyes looked so serious at you, that even Arthur would be suprised, but it made you heart beat louder.
,,I love you, too and for me you will allways be my hero.“ he came closer and huged you strongly.
,,Alfred.....breath.“ you gasped.
,,Sorry.“ he said happy and lifted you up and kissed you.


So how should I say, you two married after three years and you daughter (d/n),who looked alike you,  has a good father, than Alfred was a good father.
Oh and don´t forget you one year old son, who looked pretty much like his father.
Nikolai didn´t come , again.
You both are a happy family and a happy pair, sometimes with fighting and misunderstanding, but
he would cherish you and you loved him.

END